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All alone in this world?
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Dear all,
I have great difficulty trusting in people. My immediate family used to be well to do, we live in a big house. But when the 1997 crisis struck and my father was retrenched, all my other extended family members started treating us like the plague.
My dad lost all his "friends".
Even my mum's brothers and sisters shied away from her. Everyone is so afraid that we will ask them for money. And they are our family. My parents, being the oldest siblings, literally fed and brought up all my uncles and aunties. Yet they turned away from us in our moment of need. I was so hurt and so disillusioned....Our whole family is like outcasts.. just because we are no longer rich. I feel all alone in this world. Is there no one I can trust and turn to for support after my parents pass on? I know God loves me, but is there really no one I can trust? Will everyone betray me? I am so tired... and I feel so alone. Although I have a boyfriend, I'm not so sure that if I fall there'll be anyone to catch me. I feel so insecure... I'm not sure if anyone loves me out there. I know, that as a Christian, I am not supposed to be feeling this way. Sometimes, I'm not even sure that God REALLY loves me. I need prayer. This is eating into my inner peace. I need to know that I am loved, special and meaningful relationships are not an illusion. Please pray... thanks.
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