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Punishment from God (Eveline How)
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Eveline, I guess all of us are angry with God at some point of our lives. God has tried my patience for so long and so many times that I lost count. Yes, almost everyone who gone thru pain and suffering especially on illness, was told to read the book of Job. however, you have touch on the topic about christian suffering...yes, unless you have experienced suffering, you cannot help others or teach or share about suffering. Just like when I miscarried my baby ...I hated God for sometime. A lady counsellor spoke to me and said this "I understand what you are going thru, the pain you had..". I was so angry with her...she was not married nor ever had babies in her before..how in the world would she understand the feelings and the hurt I have? I miscarried 3 times before I finally had my child. Even then, it was not a smooth pregnancy without problems. Tests shown that my baby will be born a Freak! From the time I knew about it till she was born, I was living in constant fear and worry for her and myself. When she is born in perfect health condition, I ask God why did He played with my feelings and cause me to fear constantly and with each doc's visit I trembled to see the ultra scan. Well, He always have an answer for everything that happen. When others I know are suffering...I can understand what they had go through...because I was 'unlucky' enough to experience it first hand. I never read any one's books on suffering...I seek God for relief and peace. I can't stand it when people Bible quoted and told me to sort out my faith with God. I couldn't agree with you more ... sometimes I do get tired of chasing the wind...trying to prove something to myself and to others. But I thank God for watching over me all these time..if not, I know I will never wake up from my coma..(I was in a coma many years ago....!) God bless you, Eveline Gina |
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Faith in God by TT, 2001, Aug 23
To CH by Eveline How, 2001, Aug 23 
Untitled by TT, 2001, Aug 23
Response by Eveline How, 2001, Aug 23
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