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well.. i have been in and out of relationship..for so long and so much so i really have lost confidence in myself..recently i was brought closer to the Lord Jesus Christ.. through one of my colleagues over @ my workplace .. he is the one who made me realise tt everybody is a born christian and as such we should be proud of it .. honestly wat he said made sense but .. there is jus this one particular guy which i know.. 4 yrs ago ...
we were together .. for the first time ...but @ that time i was already attached but i don't know wat was running in my mind and ... was two-timing .. this is one thing which i regretted doing .... but i realised wat i was doing .. was wrong .. so i broke up with him in order to concentrate on one ... @ tt time.. i was really confused .. *who should i choose*.. the answer doesn't seem to be coming to me ... @ that time.. i was not really into christianity... but... i was somehow .. praying that He could help me with my prayer .. but it didn't seem to be answered... the second time ....we patched again and this time was much worst... it was him .. who .. cheated me .. he two-timed me .. i mean ... he self-confessed it to me ...not directly but thru my brother.... i did cry and .. and ..i kept telling myself that he is a jerk and i shouldn't be crying .. but i cannot help it .... we didn't keep in contact eversince the second break-up ...but one day .. i received a call from him saying his sudden desire to see me and talk to me .. i agreed.. becos i could sense.. that he needed advice... so i met up with him again .. this time... we patch.. and i really regretted.. becos.. he tried flirting behind my back .. the moment.. i turn my back ... the hurt he has created inside is really beyond description .. but .. wat can i do??recently he has come back to my life again .. and ... i don know wat to do .. i really .. tried seeking .. help .. frm my colleague.. and he only kept saying..u can find the answers in The Bible.... my question is .. is there really an answer to my dilemma??
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how am i to help him by alencia, 8/03/00
Live as a Christian by Jason Tatum, 8/04/00
ARE YOU ALL OVER THE LEGAL AGE OF 21 by Ted Kway, 8/04/00
i am not .. he is by alencia, 8/04/00
TRUSTWORTHINESS by Ted Kway, 8/05/00
There is an answer! by Kenji, 8/03/00
thank you very much by alencia, 8/03/00
SEEK HIS KINGDOM by Rebecca, 8/04/00
Seek His Kingdom by Rebecca, 8/04/00
hope this helps by anonymous, 8/03/00